Baby I know together were toxic but I can’t help but feeling like I’m incomplete without your hand in mine.
If you are working on something exciting that you really care about, you don’t have to be pushed. The vision pulls you.Steve Jobs (via psych-facts)
be silent in a group of people
see what they reveal to you.
I miss you so damn bad, I just want to wrap my arms around you and squeeze as hard as I can and never let go. I know it’s 1:44 am so it’s not really even your birthday anymore but you haven’t left my mind for more than a moment today. May 1st marks 5 months since you’ve been gone. I’ll never forget the day after when someone first told me the news…I broke down in tears and called your phone at least 30 times in a row. I didn’t believe it was true. I left you countless voicemails demanding you call me back saying that someone lied and had me all freaked out and I needed to hear your voice.. That feeling never left..some days the aches grow dull, other days I wake up and miss you and papa so much it takes my breath away. I hope you’re looking down on me right now and that both you and papa bear can see how hard I’m trying to keep my chin up and stay positive for the both of you. It’s really hard here..at least at this point in my life. I need some kind words of advice from you both so bad. I feel like I’m losing everyone I really love and care about from my life and I don’t know what to do. I’m scared.